I paid the last payment on the D-S tour van today.
Paid in full. No more payments. D-O-N-E. We own it.
Feels like it's been forever since I've written. It's only been 10 days in my journal (18 days on the blog)... seems like my heart/my soul has been through a million mile march since then... a torture chamber, the beginnings / the for shadowing of a rebirth.
--I've been moved @ my day job yet again from one location to another, we've been through some heavy band issues, I went on a beautiful and peaceful vacation to San Antonio.
My heart is open, weary, and ready for a new beginning. A million man march has stampeded over me. Footprints embed into every square inch of flesh. I'm ready for rebirth. I'm ready for RE-BIRTH. Trampled, walked upon, thrashed. I've argued and reasoned until insanity washed ashore. Thinking and rethinking and thinking and rethinking and thinking and rethinking.... FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
I love music with all I am. It's in my blood and as humbly as I can say it, I know that it's one thing I'm good at... performing and writing. I've been blessed to team with an amazing group of men who share the same qualities. I love writing, I love music... but there is so much bullshit that goes along with this, that I've encountered that wears at my soul, caves my back in. Spinal cord breaks and rips straight through my skin. I hate aspects that go along with it. I'm praying for wisdom and strength to find a balance that makes my soul at ease. Lord knowns I can't turn my back on art... And please, I don't want your pitty, I want to share and let you in.
Things I'm inspired by Today:
--Billy Talent. -- KILLER, Untouchable, AWESOME!! band from Canada. They are headlining a summer tour w/Poison The Well, that's how I found out about them. PLEASE, go check them out, I PROMISE, I won't waste your time.
--Deftones -- Hay's been playing WHITE PONY in the intrigue lately... Damn, they touch me so deep, and I am moved...
--Travel Chanel - writing about places for publications.
--Love dreaming about releasing new T-Shirts.
Goodnight. Love, -- Simeon Hendrix.
Life is a journey with a desitnation that is kept secret. The miles we travel mold us, you are a prime example...beautiful unique butterfly? No, bloody mess of flesh that has found purpose..Yes. It is a battle, day to day...and the fact you continue to strive proves you are winning.
ReplyDeleteBilly talent is awesome and I too say go check them out.
Much Respect & Love
Nate